baru BARU baru . =]

new email. :') hey , saya dah buat new email.tengah memikirkan nak buat facebook baru . haha .. gurau je lahh . email.tu nak pakai untuk mintak keja nnti . macam kelakar lah pulak kalau mintak keja guna email macam @bluefairylove@gmail.co / @bluefairy2553@gmail.com . wahha .. :') got new email .nama dia ameisuelang@gmail.com . ngee ..lawa kan nama tu . haha .. oh ya .kenapa shortcut to wc saya tak dapat eh ? rosak eh ? :'( hmm teruk betul dell ni .gedik ah . haha . *maaf,saya tiru joseph germani punya ayat . :P hmm .. nak cerita apa lagi eyh ? haa.. esok kan saya nak g jalan2 g oversea. nak ikut tak ? tak nak ikut rugi tapi kalau percaya lagi rugi . haha .. what to do ,saya bnyak sgt merepek kebelakangan ni .macam2 lak nak merepek nya . haha .

tadi kan mas atgh syok online adalah sorang ni add as a friend , tertanya lah jugak ..sapa lahh matual friends,takley bukak ,tak tahu napa . hmm .. lepas tu bukak lah profile si empunya account .kan kalau kita bukak profile org tu kalau status dia public an boleh baca, then saya bukak la satu2 status dia .nak tahu tak salah satu dia ape? diaupload lah test dari girlfriend dia, i mean kekasih hati dia . errhh.. saya pun pnah gak rindu kekasih saya tapi takde lah sampai mcam tu sekali . hmm .. tulah orang cakap rindu masa bercinta tu berpada-pada . ingat amsih lagi lah dgn si perempuan tu .. saya print screen lah apa yang dia post at status tu . kasi my bestfriend tgk pulak .. nak tahu tak pa?

hmm .. cakap punya cakap . rupa-rupanya dia tu kenalan my bestfriends,iskk .kecik nya dunia . but then saya cakap lah ..dia stick lagi ke dgn perempuan tu ? my bff cakap . mana ada dah , that girl tinggalkan dia sebab dah jumpa orang baru ? naa.. sayang, if you baca this post, saya nak cakap ,mulai dari hari ni saya akan berpada-pada rindu awak . :'( sebab apa? sebab saya tak na org lain,tgk kemesraan kita jadi mcam mana saya tgk case drg ni . hmm . masa bercinta siap cakap macam2 . dah putus? my bff cakap laki tu dah amcam org perempuan putus cinta dah .. asyik mennagis je keja dia ,yang perempuan tu pulak tgh asyik dgn org baru . tak tahu nak cakap apa. hmm ..
** oh ya , saya macam nak nangis lah pulak bila ada dgr satu lagu ni . ouhh sangat mendayu2 nada lagu tu . :')  sedih sgt . nak buat amcam mana kan, mungkin bukan jodoh drg kot . dgr lagu ni buat saya makin jiwang tengah2 malam macam ni . haih . . dah lama jugak tak mlayan lagu macam ni . bukan musim putus cinta okey . haha . tapi serious,lagu ni buat saya sentap . hmm . :'(

ha.. sedih kan ?  dah dha ..

#bad request lagu ni . haha . okey2 .. gtg .. nite nite . :')

banglo no 6 TK . :)

               HEY , lagi tinggal berapa minggu lagi DIPLOMA saya dah nak tamat . :) sedih pun ada !

 budak-budak rumah number 6 memang sportingg !! :) 

ni peneman setia kami .merangkap kepada teman baik MAY dan HANI .

*yg seorang kecik comel kat belakang tu SAYA dan yang pakai spec sebelah kana tu HANI . ngeee .. kan kami selalu ada je kat belakang kalau korang tangkap pic .rambut biru tu feaa,yang rambut ungu tu datin . wahha :D

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

  Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

Can we survive it out there?

Can we make it somehow?

I guess I thought that this would never end

And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?

Will these memories fade when I leave this town

I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly 

APA PUN SEMOGA ANDA KITA SEMUA BERJAYA DALAM APA JUA YANG KITA LAKUKAN . :)

-unintended-

 you could be my intended

choice to live my life to extended

you could be the one that i'l  aways love

you could be the one who listen 

to my deepest inquisition

you could be one i'll always love

i'll be there as soon as i can 

but im busy mending broken

pieces of the  life i had before

first there was no one who challanged

all my dream and my balance

he could never be as good as you 

 you could be my intended

choice to live my life to extended

dari cinta : TERIMA KASIH :)

life is short

grudges are waste of perfect happiness

laugh when you can

apologize when you should

and let go of what you can change

love deeply and forgive quickly

take changes and give everythings

and have no regret

life is short to be unhappy

 you have to take the good with the bad

smile when you're sad

love what you got

and always remember what you had

always forgive but never forget

learn from your mistake 

but never regret

PEOPLE CHANGE AND THING GO WRONG

but always remember

all is well :)

soalan dan soalan yang sama berulang kali .

cukup  cukup  bertanya tentang apa yang berlaku ,apa yang berlalu . all is over . 

soalan itu tak perlu dijawap .saya tiada jawapan untuk soalan itu .

:)

IM SO DEEP .

JET LAG 

What time is it where you are?

I miss you more than anything

Back at home you feel so far

Waitin for the phone to ring

It’s gettin lonely livin upside down

I don’t even wanna be in this town

Tryin to figure out the time zones makin me crazy

You say good morning

When it’s midnight

Going out of my head

Alone in this bed

I wake up to your sunset

It’s drivin me mad

I miss you so bad

And my heart heart heart is so jetlagged

What time is it where you are?

5 more days and i’ll be home

I keep your picture in my car

I hate the thought of you alone

I been keeping busy all the time

Just to try to keep you off my hand

Tryin to figure out the time zones makin me crazy

You say good morning

When it’s midnight

Going out of my head

Alone in this bed

I wake up to your sunset

It’s drivin me mad

I miss you so bad

And my heart heart heart is so jetlagged

I’ve been keepin busy all time

Just to try to keep you off my mind

Tryin to figure out the time zones makin me crazy

I miss you so bad

I wanna share your horizon

And see the same sunrising

Turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me

You say good morning

When it’s midnight

Going out of my head

Alone in this bed

I wake up to your sunset

It’s drivin me mad

I miss you so bad

And my heart heart heart is so jetlagged

music is the best medicine .

 yes.saya suka membuang masa dengan menyanyi bila saya sedih .its just fun . saya express apa yang saya rasa by song .

masa ni sah-sah tension haha,menjiwai lagu .**
.mintak maaf bilik berserelak .

masa ni tengah nynyi lagu "aku tak percaya cinta" :)
*rambutttttt.. :P

teringat masa ni ajak liya datang karok semata-mata tension sangat exam around the corner ,pada masa yang sama banyak sangat masalah yang datang .

orang cakap music adalh best treatment kan ? :) ya. saya salah seorang diantara beribu-ribu  orang yang mengaku treatment music itu berkesan !